Ever wonder where this road of life will take you? I often have pondered this..and I have to say.. where I am now.. sure.. I saw myself here.. eventually but not in the circumstances that surround me..I never once pictured my life the way it is.... you ask.. is that wrong.. is it bad... no..it's not.. it's just so different from what I once thought.. but then too.. I am so different from what I once was.. and that too is not a bad thing.. I like who I am.. I like what I stand for.. and for the most part.. like those that surround me....my only issue has been... and will always be... that the peeps in my life.. MUST be honest with me.. I won't have someone in my life if they continue to lie.. and sadly.. we all have someone like that in our life.. question is now.. what do you do with them?
I have had advice.. a friend said to me.. you teach people how to treat you... yeah I get that.. but what if I don't like conflict.. and just knowing that they are lying.. isn't that good enough.. doesn't that protect me..ultimately it is them that must deal with the lie.. it is them that has to face that mirror everyday.. Maybe I am wrong.. maybe there is conflict that must be faced.. things must be said.. and brought out in the open..but then.. I would rather just not have them in my life.. or a close part of it...
anyway.. here I sit.. on homeland.. going to make another big move.. my own place.. yeah.. that's huge.. should be an interesting adventure..
living somewhere I only dreamed about.. in the mountains.. my own space..
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